I wonder if there is a finite amount a person can be pushed by others before they truly do not care anymore? As opposed to saying they do not care, but inside they still do. I mean, all out, every fibre of your niceness and love for people burned clean out of you. I also wonder why it feels I am so very close to that point? Maybe the burning out of one set of emotions leaves the ground clear for a new emotion to grow? The odd part is not knowing what the new emotion will be.