I need to fess up. As good as my intentions were in trying to paint a picture where depression can be fought and beaten, I hold my hands up and admit ‘God damn it can be hard sometimes.’ I am even bumming myself out with my posts, so Christ knows why anyone else would want to read this.
Even when you think you are doing your best and trying your hardest to be a good person, life can throw a banana peel in your way and you slip back much further than you thought you would. However, I am going to get a positive today even it kills me (a little black humour depression joke for you there).
I am going to take my own advice. When all I can do is bunker down and simply be ok, that is what I am going to do. I am using my bullet-time and getting into cover for today, but I will figure out how to come out of cover guns blazing for tomorrow.